Archive for October 2009
Scared of my own baby
Tomorrow I have a morning with her on my own again and I am wondering how to cope. What if she cries constantly, what if she won’t settle, what if I don’t get time to shower, what if I hate it??!!!?!?! How can I be scared of my own daughter!!
Continue Reading 1 comment October 31, 2009
How I survived first two weeks of Motherhood
As I sat on the settee feeding and consoling my unpredictable newborn, tears rolled down my face. I was crying because she was crying. I didn’t know what to do and it broke my heart. Baby Georgia had been crying most of the morning so my plans to do a bit on the computer were rapidly falling apart.
Continue Reading 6 comments October 30, 2009
What’s it like waiting for baby
With only three days to go, it feels like three years. I do my best to pass the time but time stands still as the world spins around me. My life is on pause until my baby is born.
Continue Reading Add a comment October 11, 2009